Director:
Alyssa Aparicio
Filmmaker:
Editors:
Alyssa Aparicio & Erik “Talltree” Butts
Choreographer:
Alyssa Aparicio
Featuring:
Bambi, Bryan Leigh Smith, Peaches
Makeup Artist:
Production Assistant:
Brianna Relloque
This song is an erotic narrative written by Alyssa Aparicio.
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Lyrics & Performance:
Alyssa Aparicio
Beatmaker:
Audio Engineer (Vocals)
dream boi
Cover Art:
Photographed by Talltree
I’ve been fucked open
I’ve been awakened from a deep slumber
Where the depths of longing have suffocated me
Where I watched and waited patiently for water to fall
As my lips were parched
As my soul cried out to me for help
Help me be seen, help me be appreciated
Help me
And me, I sat and thought, I cried and talked
I asked questions and introspected
I tried to supplement the real deal
I ached. I ached.
I lay awake longing
And then it came like a waterfall
The wetness from between my legs
Gushing
vulnerable.
Shaking with longing I laid myself out
I opened my legs
He held them open and plunged his fingers inside as he licked his lips
I saw
I felt his longing
A real longing I hadn’t experienced in a very long time
A real hot blooded man longing for me
Me longing to be longed for
Longing to long
Lusting to be lusted after
Lusting to lust
I surrendered
I surrendered myself wholly to be filled
I let him fill me
Let him thrust into my depths
I felt him reach a place that hadn’t been reached in a very long time, if ever
I don’t remember myself
I don’t remember how I sounded, how I looked,
I just felt. Felt. Felt.
Felt.
Absorbed— the crashing waves of firm pleasure
Allowed —the weight of his body to press me into the bed
Allowed him to untame me to make me wild
To let me be wild
I let go
God met me there, allowing time to stop and stretch for eternity
As my pussy stretched to fit all of him
As I flooded the sheets
As a waterfall of myself gushed and flowed
I lost myself
My pussy purred, roared, laughed, i arched, and writhed and levitated
Firm hands held me down
Firm hands spanked me hard
Pressure filled me
I heard no words nor thoughts
Just sublime presence
Rapture, burned my body like a wildfire
I grasped at myself
Breasts, pussy, face
I surrendered and let go
Born and raised in the Bronx, NY, Alyssa Aparicio’s ancestors are most recently from Puerto Rico, Panama & Mexico. She is currently based in Puerto Rico.
This is Alyssa’s debut song.
Alyssa is 100% That Bitch. And so are you. Wherever you are on your journey of owning that, Alyssa is ready to offer resources, rituals, and support to usher you to your next level. All the while, honoring your innate & authentic expression.
Photo by Fempwr
Alyssa is a lifelong anthropologist of Pussy Power, Pussy Empowerment Coach & Erotic Creatrix.
Throughout her professional career she has worked as a fashion model, writer, editor, artist, performer of belly dance, burlesque, samba, and stripping. She is one half of the artistic duo, Flash The Abyss which is currently in the final stages of completing a documentary exploring modern female flamenco performers in Spain.
Over the last decade, Alyssa has studied with many of the top voices in women’s empowerment in the nation.
Through her offerings and art, she is passionate about inspiring the feminine to stop settling for crumbs and create a world where women feel empowered to live their embodied truth.
Instagram: @sensual_radiance
